I cannot run away from what is approaching, I have to face it. This pain is needed for my growth and journey. True it hurts like hell now and I wish I could skip past this point, but I need this to happen. Next time I will remember this point and be more careful. I know that there is more to life after this moment. … Continue reading Things will be different now
I do what I can to the very best of my ability with what I know how to. Therefore mistakes are inevitable. I do not know everything; I am experiencing and having to react to many things for the first time. I can also limit myself thinking there are things that I cannot do that are out of reach. My past experiences and my lack … Continue reading Seeing differently
I have this reluctance to give up on what I want, even though I know that it might not be good for me or there is something else that better suits me; I tell myself I cannot and will not be happy without it. So I make various attempts to secure my desire. The plans and methods of approach change but the goal remains the … Continue reading It didn’t work, because it wasn’t right
Sometimes, I feel time suddenly hits a skip button; it felt like yesterday I was welcoming in the new year and the next minute it is coming close to the middle of February of this current year. It hasn’t necessary gone by without me noticing, it just feels like sometimes I wake up and I am in different stage of life. I know how it … Continue reading Where did the time go
The turmoil’s of life have taught me that I am much stronger than I think, and much weaker than I know. I am much weaker than I know. I am a fragile human and sometimes I crumble. It happens when I feel confident, then all of a sudden my insecurities appear before me and I lose the energy. I am much weaker than I … Continue reading I am much stronger than I think, I am much weaker than I know
“If I knew that I couldn’t Fail, I would…” I came across this statement a few weeks ago and it has sat with me. It has been on the back of my mind begging me to give it some attention. Trying to avoid the topic proved futile as it became an itch in my brain. I gave in and began the dialogue. Myself: “Firstly, in … Continue reading If I knew that I couldn’t Fail, I would…
When I decided that I wanted to begin this journey towards living a fulfilled and meaningful life I set my goals for growth. There is not a perfect version of life available however I want to be able to measure that I am making an impact, this will be in the form of progress. Growth to me meant all areas in my life flourish. One … Continue reading Peeling back the layers
Life is full of uncertainties. There are decisions that can change the current course you are on. There are people who you could meet that will affect the way you relate. Life can be unpredictable. So because you have to live with uncertainties you harbor fear within you. You are kept awake at night by thoughts of what if and what next. When you find … Continue reading Moving on is hard, but needed
