How far is too far?
When do you realise you’ve crossed a line?
The first time you injure someone
or when there’s no one left around you? Either way people stop looking at you the same
They do not understand how you could cause such havoc.
The truth is I was tired.
I’d seen too much suffering
and lost everything.
In my attempt to protect what was left,
I crossed lines.
I could not see what was real
and what was inside my head.
Wanting to save something,
I try to find things I can control.
Why do I do it?
I’ve gone mad I tell you,
I choose the ultimate self-sabotage plan,
because I can control the results.
I can control my downfall.