Wailing – the sound of a broken heart; bruised pride and lost hope. Continue reading To Cry Deeply
Hey everyone, so I’ve been thinking about my actions towards people that I am no longer relating with. There are a few types of behaviours I’ve noticed from myself and others when it comes to dealing with people who mistreated us in the past. To show that you are not concerned about what happend some say ignore them like they don’t exists and others say … Continue reading Over It, or Pretending?
Even with all the trauma of the past you carried on loving. They tried to break you but instead you were going to use them as guides, to prevent you from walking into similar situations. However, this time you ignored the warning flags on purpose. It was something new and exciting, nothing like the past but just as damaging. Now you’re tormented emotionally and physically, … Continue reading Release Me
Hey everyone, Merry Christmas to those who celebrate and Happy Holidays to those who don’t. I hope you are having a restful day after the busy period. I have one more family event to appear at today before I go back into hibernation. This year Christmas has come and passed like any other day, like most Christmas experiences I’ve had in the past as I’ve … Continue reading Why I Was A Grumpy Brat At Christmas
Any Doctor who fans out there? I just re-watched the ‘Waters on Mars’ episode and it’s got me thinking about my levels of mad. I’m not telling you what happened in the episode I don’t do spoilers, read ‘Mystery any day!’ where I explain why, so go watch it on Netflix. I like to take lessons from everything and for me that episode showed me … Continue reading You Shouldn’t Have…
One of the seasons most people are familiar with is the lonely one. This can be about general feelings of lack of family or friends around; as well as a lack of a romantic relationship. I’ve experienced both within my journey so far. It’s something that requires regular work, because you can slip in and out of it. I’ve chosen to share how I’ve come … Continue reading Lonely – Desire for a soul mate
I cannot run away from what is approaching, I have to face it. This pain is needed for my growth and journey. True it hurts like hell now and I wish I could skip past this point, but I need this to happen. Next time I will remember this point and be more careful. I know that there is more to life after this moment. … Continue reading Things will be different now