The truth is I did love them more than I loved myself. I loved what I thought they could free me from. If I have the attention of the person I desired, I won’t have to be alone with myself. My imagination would be too consumed with thoughts of ‘our’ future together; The wedding, the house, the jobs and and… It is more tangible than … Continue reading Amour, Love or Obession?
First of all simply and the biggest reason is because I have never been in a relationship. I know there are loads of people who haven’t and still blog about it, but I feel many times its things other have told them or their on theories. When you actaully haven’t lived something out for yourself it’s hard to say what you would really do in … Continue reading Why I Am Not A Relationship Advice Blogger
The truth is I did love them more than I loved myself. I found my worth on the attention I received from a guy instead of the fact that, I alone am enough. For me, the most important thing was how I wanted to care for and please the guy I had feelings for. My world rose and fell depending on how my relationship with … Continue reading Obsessive Chase
Hey everyone, if you ask all the girls that I used to know they would tell you one thing about me. I’m obsessed with Boys, it’s not even that I like to date alot it’s simple just I loved talking about Boys; from boy bands to random guys I see on the street, fantasing about romance. I was known for my determination in wanting a … Continue reading I Haven’t Moved On
Hey everyone, today I wanted to talk a little about my relationship problems. Honestly I have difficulties maintaining lasting ships (friendships and relationships). It is a real struggle for me and no matter the methods things fall apart and I am left behind. With everyone that left I experienced the sadness of loss and hurt of rejection because they did not choose me. The rejection … Continue reading They All Leave Me…
Even if I tell you not to do that thing, you will. I know you will because I did too. There is something that causes you to move and go even though you have heard warnings. Was it because you thought somehow you could change the situation to not end up like how it is predicted? Maybe you did not have such motivations of improvement … Continue reading It Had To Happen, All Of It
Even with all the trauma of the past you carried on loving. They tried to break you but instead you were going to use them as guides, to prevent you from walking into similar situations. However, this time you ignored the warning flags on purpose. It was something new and exciting, nothing like the past but just as damaging. Now you’re tormented emotionally and physically, … Continue reading Set Yourself Free
One of the seasons most people are familiar with is the lonely one. This can be about general feelings of lack of family or friends around; as well as a lack of a romantic relationship. I’ve experienced both within my journey so far. It’s something that requires regular work, because you can slip in and out of it. I’ve chosen to share how I’ve come … Continue reading Lonely – Desire for a soul mate